somebody adjust to the temperature

Fri, 19 May 2006 19:24:40 GMT

tonight. straight jack.

who's in?

Tue, 16 May 2006 05:45:30 GMT

FUCK.

Mon, 15 May 2006 23:52:42 GMT

predicted.

but hey
i've got my boys and jack.
long conversations and long walks.

don't throw up there. someone died"

Mon, 15 May 2006 00:32:16 GMT

i come home from work.
walk inside the apt.
sit down for a little bit.
cook some popcorn. put in master and commander.
then i remember i forgot my booksac.
so i walk outside to my car.
i find a flower on my front windshield laying against one of the wipers.
the flower is peachy and full.
it has about five inches of its stem.
doesnt look like it was ripped up.
way to heavy to be blown ontop of my car.
i don't see any flowers like it around.

no note
just a flower.

Fri, 12 May 2006 05:30:56 GMT

i can wait
i would wait
then it wouldn't help me
i know how i am. i'll dwell on any little bit of truth and hope.
i don't need that. granted it's good. real good. i'll just hang on it until it happens or when it doesn't.
i felt like i was ontop of the world and you stood right on my side.
i don't want to lose that.
i want this so bad.
im scared
confused.
stupid.

Wed, 10 May 2006 16:07:12 GMT

why is it that every single black person i check out at work wants a bag. They make sure they get a bag. sometimes i don't give them a bag to see if they....might be diffrent but they all turn around and ask for a bag.
it doesn't matter if its one movie or 5.
"hey can i get a bag."
a guy asked for a bag to put his candy in. one small movie box of candy that cost 1.50.

i think something is secretly going on and it involves black people and the collection of plactic bags.

how about my string of luck.
im going to tie it and myself in a knot.

Mon, 08 May 2006 02:10:43 GMT

make plans with friends.
they all drop.
you dont find out either until showtime.
how convienant.
kiiiiiiiinda sucked.

movie was amazing.
MI:3

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 09:14:58 GMT

im about as happy as you can get
and its this girl.
this one girl
who makes me feel like no other.
:)

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 00:08:02 GMT

so this girl makes me feel like this

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 17:05:39 GMT

Sport Anchor1: The batter takes the plant.
Sport Anchor1: looking back on his stats he's not been playing the field so great.
Sport Anchor2: Thats right if i recall he's been shut down the last couple times hes been to the plate.
Sport Anchor2: Here comes the pitch.
Sport Anchor1: It's a curve ball!
Sport Anchor2: Look Out!
Sport Anchor1&2: OMG A MIRACULOUS HOMRUN!

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 23:31:09 GMT

back from spring break......
it was.....alright
i managed to buy an 18 pack of heineken and i came back with 5 left.
i just had fun on the beach then mooned around the house at night
oh and play halo

recent information i got was in fact wrong and i blew up
i still honor every word i said toward that b/c you fucked up again. this time i know for a FACT its true.

a trophy.
thats all you are.
i've never lost so much respect for someone.

i miss three people who are very important to me.

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 06:15:21 GMT

what a whore.
if you want to know one thing on being my friend...dont ever (i repeat) DONT EVER LIE TO ME!
i fucking hate it more than anything.
and to think..you lied right in my face.
you just got a head start on being a worthless peice of meat.
your a trophy now, a worthless trophy.
that's all you are.
plan on hearing "go clean yourself up now!.

as for you.
congratulations on being the biggest peice of shit this world has to offer.

im done.
i put too many things in my hands and help way to many people.
i care way to mcuh and for what.
lies.
i've slowly becoming an asshole and its due to fucking worthless people.
so fuck it all.
if you know me then ill re introduce myself if you dont: HI, im the biggest ashole you'll ever meet. fuck you.

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 18:57:46 GMT

all i can say is Hiz on the beach!

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 19:14:41 GMT

so many things are starting to suck.

im watching love actually.
if you know me or i ever told you...yeah...im in sucktown.

childsplay games

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 10:58:49 GMT

dumb.
grow up.
use your head.

i have work in 4 hours.
im so tired.

p.s.- i really don't care anymore.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 10:48:58 GMT

all it takes is for me to really think about it and i get pissed.
witnessing it.....the fucking hulk.

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 17:11:14 GMT

i don't know what to think of this

especially when someone can make you this happy

of all things i should have expected it

i always get the curve ball or change up.
now the thing is should i wait for the pitch or just strike out.

p.s.-im gay b/c i just made this metaphor on baseball.

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:09:26 GMT

im sick of it.
its a fucking game and i don't want to play it.
its right in front of you.
something is being held back and why...
im not the type of guy you leave on the back burner
i don't quit easily but in this case...it's a diffrent story

i've been getting pissed off really easy lately
im getting really angry like i use to and thats not good
i haven't been like this in a very long time
i just hope i don't hulk-up one day and go berserk
when i stopped i just bottled up everything and learned to not worry and be calm
everything is just coming up.
it feels like im about to reach my max capacity.

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 20:13:29 GMT

i had a girl tell me i look like Breckin Meyer
and a group of gay guys tell me they like my hair
then talk about what shampoo i use.

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 23:46:54 GMT

i knew it! i knew it!
im right and no matter how many times i saw it coming it wouldnt matter.
if i even engraved it in the palm of your hand you still wouldnt listen.
it didn't happen but i knew it would get to that point.

i fucking hate people.
i hate hypocrites.

im going to become Travis Bickle.

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 09:14:50 GMT

i want to.
i know i could have.
maybe i should have
i guess its my respect towards it all and you.

we will see.

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 01:10:03 GMT

i tried listening to the new etid cd again today.
im proud of myself i got to the third song.
thats the farthest in one seating.
after 1:20 of it i had to dispose of the cd.

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 01:08:25 GMT

i really want to stab a couple people in the chest.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:34:57 GMT

i haaaate people.

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 08:51:39 GMT

i dont know what to say.
i really dont.
or what to think.

for me its just shitty luck.
that...
or
honesty
respect
and trust aren't the thing anymore these days.

i really dislike hypocrites.

im hoping that was a joke
but for some reason....i doubt it.
scary.