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[15 May 2006|06:51pm] |
predicted.
but hey
i've got my boys and jack.
long conversations and long walks.
don't throw up there. someone died"
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[14 May 2006|07:26pm] |
i come home from work.
walk inside the apt.
sit down for a little bit.
cook some popcorn. put in master and commander.
then i remember i forgot my booksac.
so i walk outside to my car.
i find a flower on my front windshield laying against one of the wipers.
the flower is peachy and full.
it has about five inches of its stem.
doesnt look like it was ripped up.
way to heavy to be blown ontop of my car.
i don't see any flowers like it around.
no note
just a flower.
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[12 May 2006|12:12am] |
i can wait
i would wait
then it wouldn't help me
i know how i am. i'll dwell on any little bit of truth and hope.
i don't need that. granted it's good. real good. i'll just hang on it until it happens or when it doesn't.
i felt like i was ontop of the world and you stood right on my side.
i don't want to lose that.
i want this so bad.
im scared
confused.
stupid.
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[10 May 2006|11:02am] |
why is it that every single black person i check out at work wants a bag. They make sure they get a bag. sometimes i don't give them a bag to see if they....might be diffrent but they all turn around and ask for a bag.
it doesn't matter if its one movie or 5.
"hey can i get a bag."
a guy asked for a bag to put his candy in. one small movie box of candy that cost 1.50.
i think something is secretly going on and it involves black people and the collection of plactic bags.
how about my string of luck.
im going to tie it and myself in a knot.
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[19 Apr 2006|12:00pm] |
Sport Anchor1: The batter takes the plant.
Sport Anchor1: looking back on his stats he's not been playing the field so great.
Sport Anchor2: Thats right if i recall he's been shut down the last couple times hes been to the plate.
Sport Anchor2: Here comes the pitch.
Sport Anchor1: It's a curve ball!
Sport Anchor2: Look Out!
Sport Anchor1&2: OMG A MIRACULOUS HOMRUN!
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[15 Apr 2006|06:22pm] |
back from spring break......
it was.....alright
i managed to buy an 18 pack of heineken and i came back with 5 left.
i just had fun on the beach then mooned around the house at night
oh and play halo
recent information i got was in fact wrong and i blew up
i still honor every word i said toward that b/c you fucked up again. this time i know for a FACT its true.
a trophy.
thats all you are.
i've never lost so much respect for someone.
i miss three people who are very important to me.
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[08 Apr 2006|01:00am] |
what a whore.
if you want to know one thing on being my friend...dont ever (i repeat) DONT EVER LIE TO ME!
i fucking hate it more than anything.
and to think..you lied right in my face.
you just got a head start on being a worthless peice of meat.
your a trophy now, a worthless trophy.
that's all you are.
plan on hearing "go clean yourself up now!.
as for you.
congratulations on being the biggest peice of shit this world has to offer.
im done.
i put too many things in my hands and help way to many people.
i care way to mcuh and for what.
lies.
i've slowly becoming an asshole and its due to fucking worthless people.
so fuck it all.
if you know me then ill re introduce myself if you dont: HI, im the biggest ashole you'll ever meet. fuck you.
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[12 Mar 2006|11:11am] |
i don't know what to think of this
especially when someone can make you this happy
of all things i should have expected it
i always get the curve ball or change up.
now the thing is should i wait for the pitch or just strike out.
p.s.-im gay b/c i just made this metaphor on baseball.
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[09 Mar 2006|08:09pm] |
im sick of it.
its a fucking game and i don't want to play it.
its right in front of you.
something is being held back and why...
im not the type of guy you leave on the back burner
i don't quit easily but in this case...it's a diffrent story
i've been getting pissed off really easy lately
im getting really angry like i use to and thats not good
i haven't been like this in a very long time
i just hope i don't hulk-up one day and go berserk
when i stopped i just bottled up everything and learned to not worry and be calm
everything is just coming up.
it feels like im about to reach my max capacity.
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[25 Feb 2006|05:35pm] |
i knew it! i knew it!
im right and no matter how many times i saw it coming it wouldnt matter.
if i even engraved it in the palm of your hand you still wouldnt listen.
it didn't happen but i knew it would get to that point.
i fucking hate people.
i hate hypocrites.
im going to become Travis Bickle.
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